This last year, I’ve seen a major change for all of my friends. What I’ve noticed, is that they are becoming happier. Another thing I have noticed is that it makes me jealous. Really, really jealous. And I hate it. All of my close friends have everything I don’t have, or what I really want. […]
I’m just at a loss for words right now. The last few days, I’ve received some news about someone not coming back. At least, not for a while. This thoroughly disappoints me, and was part of the reason I made a change in my life. However, I should have seen it coming. Nothing in my […]
Last night, I posed a very interesting phobia of mine for everyone to see. Since that posting, I’ve had time to deliberate amongst myself, and I have learned some more things about myself. Right now, my legacy consists of lots of student debt, a few friends that I have proved to lighten their days, and […]
As I’m lying down in bed at my parents, I am hearing the one sound that truly scares me. I’m listening to the deafening ticks of a clock. When I was a child, I was very afraid of this sound because I thought it was a clock connected to a bomb. As I got older […]
So today, I’ve had a lot on my mind. I’ve been thinking back on all my past decisions, and how I regret a few of those decisions. It just seems there have been some things in my past that the decision was made poorly, rather it was in haste, or in laziness, or of some […]
How do I start without being exceptionally verbose? I guess I could say how I’m feeling more and more withdrawn from here, almost like I do not belong. I could probably spill my guts and every emotion, but I would to let my friends know that I love each and every one of them. Without […]
Where to start, where to start… July is already here, and I really have to get started on things. I need to start packing and getting prepared. It’s a long journey ahead of me. It’s funny, though, how everything is happening. There are three jobs that I have a possibility of getting. It’s better odds […]
Big changes are finally coming! After a little hangup (see: soon to be laid off) due to a new policy at work, I’ve got a huge opportunity that I cannot pass up. Last week, I had an interview and assessment test in Lexington. Found out that I need to get a certification and than I’ll […]