Looking in from the Outside

This last year, I’ve seen a major change for all of my friends. What I’ve noticed, is that they are becoming happier. Another thing I have noticed is that it makes me jealous. Really, really jealous. And I hate it.

All of my close friends have everything I don’t have, or what I really want. One has a house. Others have significant other. And the rest of my close friends are either content with where they are in life, while the rest of those have THE job they have wanted to get to where they are. Or better yet, at least two of them have ALL of that (minus the house bit).

Don’t get me wrong, though. I’m happy for my friends. I just want to be slightly selfish for once. At least, just once. Can I have that, at least?

Also, I really REALLY do love my friends. Please don’t take this wrongly guys. I’m just at a really rough point in my life. I’m glad I moved, but I’ve got a lot to do before I can finally find my niche.