I’m just at a loss for words right now. The last few days, I’ve received some news about someone not coming back. At least, not for a while. This thoroughly disappoints me, and was part of the reason I made a change in my life. However, I should have seen it coming. Nothing in my life has ever been rosy, or gone my way in ANY form or fashion. Should I move on, or should I wait? I cannot decide, and it’s painful.

Also, someone called me an optimist. Oh, how wrong they are. I’m typically very cynical. Most people would wonder why, but if they’ve seen my track record in life, they would see much reason for me to be cynical. :-\